Mindful Eating Without Tracking

*Note: picture above is to show no dramatic change. My weight is the same in both and any slight differences could just be to angle/pose. Picture is from last week and I’ve been working on writing this post all week 😉


So something kind of crazy happened that I kind of just fell into what I’m calling Mindful Eating Without Tracking (as in I haven’t tracked a full day of macros in My Fitness Pal) and I am now officially 6 weeks in, and I have to say I’m pretty ecstatic! But what is Mindful Eating Without Tracking? Let me explain.

Let me side track a little to talk about the term and concept of Intuitive Eating. Intuitive Eating has become more popularized over the past year with it’s basis being for individuals to eat intuitively (meaning to fully listen to their bodies wants/needs) and in doing so giving up the desire to want to have any control on changing their body and accepting their body for how it is or how it becomes based on their intuitive food choices. And while I think body acceptance and love is fantastic and necessary for us to have so that we feel our best, I do also think that having physique and fitness goals and working hard to feel strong and more confident is something that is also extremely important. And from my research and experience with myself and clients, I think that the best way to reach any fitness goal is through tracking macros or following a balanced macro based nutrition plan that allows all foods to be enjoyed within a moderation that helps you feel balanced and not restricted. But what about after reaching your fitness goal and you want to maintain your body composition, should you still continue to track macros?

Being at Peace with my Body and Food

I tracked my macros for a solid year and a half, and in doing so completely healed my relationship with food as I completely accepted that there are NO “good” or “bad” foods! There are just foods that fuel me and my life better (nutrient dense whole foods like lean protein, fruits, veggies, etc.) and foods that fuel my soul and memories (“fun foods” like pizza, cookies, wine, etc). All of these foods are important and necessary for us to fully thrive both mentally and physically! Throughout that year and a half I tracked macros to maintain my 30 lb weight loss while build muscle and burning fat and decreasing my body fat % (which you can read more about here).

I recently finished my last mini cut and was happy with my results (which you can read about here) and directly following the cut I went to Vegas and didn’t track (I typically hadn’t when traveling) and on that trip I enjoyed a lot of fun foods and drinks, and when I came back from Vegas I was SO busy with work that I just said “Well I had a lot of fun foods in Vegas, I’ll just focus on nutrient dense foods for the next couple of days and then get back to tracking” and then all of the sudden I was a week down without tracking a full day in MFP and nothing changed in my body composition. So then I just kept it going and now it’s 6 weeks later that I haven’t tracked a full day and my weight and physique is still relatively the same.

So am I giving up Macros?

No. For me to give up macros I would essentially be giving up on eating as a whole, and that’s not what I’m doing! lol And what I mean by that is that macros are protein, carbs, and fats, meaning that they’re in EVERYTHING we consume! So whether someone is paying attention to their macro ratio or not, they’re still consuming macros. Whenever anyone says that a meal is “well rounded” they mean that it has a balanced protein, carb, and fat macronutrient ratio as well as probably a balance micronutrient ratio because it will have veggies and/or fruit. Throughout the year and a half I was tracking I learned what meals that make me feel fueled and satisfied look like. I know that not having a good amount of protein at a meal won’t keep me satiated, and I feel more energized for my workouts when I have a good amount of carbs before them. And I know that having healthy fats is good for my hormones so I want to be conscious of getting those in. So in knowing all of this, I am still mentally tracking what I’m eating in a given day. I’m just not adding it all in to an app to try to get down to an exact gram/ratio for me to follow. But I know what 30g of protein, 30-50g of carbs, and 10-15g of fat looks like, and I know that for me to maintain my weight I need to have those portions 3-4 times a day (Please note, this is what fuels ME so it may not be fueling for YOU).

I should note that I have tracked meals that I share on Instagram, as I know that people find those helpful and I like to share meals with clients to follow that fit their macros so they don’t have to always figure it out themselves. And in doing that, I have typically been tracking one meal every other day which I think has made the transition to not tracking everything easier as I can be more thoughtful on my other meals by having the idea of what my one tracked meal macros were. But my nutrition approach will ALWAYS be macro based because I believe that it is the best and more sustainable way to build muscle and burn fat without feeling like you’re deprived or on a diet.

(If you’re confused on what macros are click here to read an article about them 🙂 )

Changing Priorities

What’s been the biggest thing I’ve noticed since adapting this approach? My time and energy towards food has decreased. Not having to double check that everything fits my exact macros in the app just saves me time. And when I’m just maintaining my weight, I just don’t find it necessary to be thinking about the exact grams when my body can self regulate. Somedays I’m eating more fun foods and other days more veggies. Somedays I’m eating more and other days I’m eating less, but I am still mentally tracking so (like I mentioned above) I wouldn’t call this Intuitive Eating at all.

The main things I find myself tracking comes down to also more food groups based, meaning that I’m getting in a serving of protein at each meal, 4-5 cups of veggies a day, 1-2 servings of whole grains/complex carbs, 2-3 servings of healthy fats, and a serving of fruit everyday.  This all doesn’t necessarily add up to my maintenance calories which I why they will fluctuate and then I can fit in with some “fun foods”. This has been really helpful to me in feeling my best and most balanced, and like I mentioned less food focused. While I have “goals” for those groups, I don’t approach them with an “all or nothing” mentality that I stress out about if one day I didn’t get in some fruit. It’s more like “Hmm, I’m hungry what should I eat? Well I have’t had fruit today and I love fruit with yogurt and pb so I think I’ll have that!” The conversation I have with myself and food is way more relaxed, and I think it should be as my goals are more relaxed!

What’s my main goal with food?

Finding complete satisfaction from my meals has been one of my main priorities and goals! Like I mentioned I’m being really mindful of having my veggies or fruit and protein at all my meals and then paying attention to what’s going to make that meal whole and satisfying to me. This is important because I want to leave the meal completely satisfied instead of wanting more or feeling like something is missing which can then leave me to be just thinking about food until my next meal. I want to leave my thoughts on my food/meal as soon as I get up from the table so that I can get back to my life. I know with macros it can become a thing that we track all of our meals for the day (which is what I DO recommend for those tracking to reach a specific goal because it helps with consistency) but it can become a thing that as soon as we finish breakfast we’re just waiting for lunch, and I don’t think it should always be that way. And I’ve challenged clients with this concept by trying to have bigger and more satisfying meals and less snacks even as their in a calorie deficit and they have said it helps with being less food focused all the time.

Some examples I’ve found with myself and clients in making meals more satisfying tends to be from the carb and fat side, meaning having actual pita, naan, tacos/tortillas, or bread that you love (doesn’t always need to be whole wheat or whole grain! My Favorite is Sour Dough!), having actual rice or pasta instead of just having volume “rice” or “pasta” made from veggies, having fattier meats instead of just lean cuts, or having full fat cheese. Sometimes we get too wrapped up in make our meals have too voluminous so that it’s filling that we get lost in if it was satisfying. And while I am still having what could be considered volume meals because they are full plates with a lot of veggies and greens, I’m also making sure to add in that satisfying element. And sometimes that satisfying element has been to have something sweet after my meal whether it’s a couple spoonfuls or ice cream, a small chocolate candy, or 1/2 cup of berries. Making my meals well rounded and satisfying lets me leave my food thoughts at the meal and then really be able to pay attention to when I’m actually hungry again vs just thinking/craving food.

What about eating out at restaurants?

Eating out at restaurants has changed for me because I’m not finding myself looking up menus ahead of time to see what will fit my macros or to pre-track my meal and then fit my day around it. BUT (like I stated above) this is was I DO recommend clients to do in reaching their fitness goals, but again my current fitness goal is to just maintain my physique. And (like I stated above) I know what meals that fuel me and that goal look like. I know that I don’t need to eat my entire meal if I’m not hungry for it or feel like the portion is too large for me. I know how to have balance without overindulging. One of the reasons I suggest clients to look up meals ahead of time for restaurants is that they can decide ahead of time what they want to get without being stressed at the restaurant on what they should eat. And if you are making a fitness goal a priority then dedicating time to tracking your food is I think just necessary and the most optimal way to reach that goal, but like I’ve stated being in maintenance shouldn’t require this much extra thought. The time I spent on that I can now spend on helping clients progress to their goals and then hopefully also get to a place of mindful eating without tracking so that they can maintain their hard work.

Why did I track for so long?

The main reason why I tracked for quite a while even when I was just maintaining my weight loss, was that I was scared that if I didn’t track that I would just gain back all of the weight I lost. But I’m now 6 weeks in without tracking exact macro grams and I’ve maintained my physique, and also possibly even feel a little leaner though my weight is the same. Being less food focus just gives me one less thing to think about and relieving that stress, and just focusing on fueling my body, has just left me feeling completely balanced and satisfied! And the best part is that gives me more time to focus on my business and clients, and also time spent with friends and family.

Should you stop tracking?

If you’re in a place of your fitness journey where you want to maintain your weight (relatively within a few lbs) because you’ve reached your weight loss goal or want to take a break from being in a calorie deficit so that you can pursue further weight loss effectively in the future, then taking a break from tracking everything could be a good option for you. I would suggest that if you have been in a calorie deficit and want to maintain the weight you lost to first reverse your calories back up to maintenance so that you can track what your maintenance calories/food looks like for a few weeks before stopping tracking in My Fitness Pal or whatever app you may be using. This is so you can see what meals look like and satisfy you for you to maintain your body composition. As opposed to trying to just Mindfully Eat Without Tracking right after being in a calorie deficit, you have been used to smaller meals so you may continue to under eat or may unknowingly jump up calories too high and overeat.

How to ease your way into not tracking

Some steps you can take to slowly let go of tracking or get more relaxed with tracking if you’re not feeling ready to stop using a tracking app completely are:

  • Continue to track your macros but don’t use a food scale or measuring cups. Instead eyeball everything and track it, example: 4 oz chicken breast, 1 cup rice, 1/3 avocado. Then check in with the scale occasionally to see if there’s any big changes. If it seems to be going down while you’re trying to maintain weight then you may be over estimating portions, and if it’s going up then you may be underestimating portions and need to adjust.
  • Slowly stop tracking all of your meals. Depending on what’s comfortable for you, try to just not track one meal a week, then try not tracking one meal a day, and then get to maybe only tracking one meal a day. I would encourage you to not make the meals you don’t track as “clean as possible” because that makes them “safe”. Challenge yourself. If you’ve been following flexible dieting then you know that you have a slice of pizza or a scoop of ice cream and won’t gain fat just from that. Everything is about mindful moderation and doing what fuels you best!
  • If you want to be maintaining muscle/lean body mass, then you need be paying attention to protein intake. Making sure you’re getting in a serving of protein 3-4 times a day should be enough to enough to be able to maintain muscle mass. Lean Protein Examples: Chicken Breast, Lean Cut Steak, Pork Tenderloin, Turkey Breast, White Fish, Canned Tuna in Water, Egg Whites, Nonfat Greek Yogurt, Nonfat Cottage Cheese, Protein Powder. Vegan Options: Lentils, Edamame, Tofu, Chickpeas, Vegan Protein Powder. (A serving of protein is typically 20-30g, check the nutrition facts for these proteins to see how much you should be having at each meal. I also find it help to make sure I’m getting in a serving of complex carbs (30-50g would be an average recommendation) along with protein and veggies pre and post workout to help with fueling my workout and then muscle recovery. 40g of complex carbs can be any of the following in whole grain or wheat versions: 1 cup of rice, quinoa, beans, potato, or pasta, or 3/4 cup oats, a large tortilla, pita pocket, 1/2 large naan, 2 slices of bread, or 4 cups butternut squash.
  • Continue to weigh in. While I’m not tracking my food everyday I am still checking my weight. I suggest this though if you can view the scale as a form of data and that’s it. I know that there are many people who can have the scale negatively affect their attitude/day depending on what it says and if that’s you then I wouldn’t suggest to weigh in everyday. But the reason I suggest to weigh in (if you can view it objectively) is that it will let you know if you’re eating the right amount for your maintenance goal. Your weight will fluctuate up or down a few lbs depending on what you ate the day before but like I suggested above, if it’s swinging too low or high then you may need to adjust what your average intake is looking like.

These are the steps I’ve taken/am taking to keep me feeling fueled and balance while maintaining my physique. I’ll continue to share recipes on my page with macros because I know that it’s helpful and also tips on tracking macros because that’s my job as a Macro Coach. BUT I will also share more and talk more on how I’m Mindfully Eating Without Tracking as this can be helpful for those looking to make that next step 🙂 And I’ve actually been showing on my instagram stories my Mindful Eating Without Tracking as I’ve been showing what I’ve been ordering to eat when out at restaurants but no longer showing how to track it. Though if you check this Instagram Highlight of “Eating Well While Eating Out” then you can see a lot of info on how I tracked certain meals at certain restaurants.


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*This post was created by Ashley Cates who is not a Registered Dietician or a Medical Professional, nothing said should be taken as medical advice or replace any advice given by a Physician. This information does not in any way intend to diagnose or treat any health condition/disorder. The information provided is based on Ashley’s education and experience.

My Body Recomposition: Mini-Cut Phase

Before I get into the specifics of what’s going with my personal fitness journey, I feel the need to clarify some fitness/weight loss terminology which is mostly by my personal definition in regards to this post:

  • Diet: food and drink regularly provided or consumed(1)
  • Calorie Deficit: Something that is created when more calories are burned by an individual than consumed
  • Calorie Surplus: Something that is created when more calories are consumed by an individual than burned
  • Calorie Maintenance: What happens when a person is burning the same amount of calories that they are consuming
  • Weight Maintenance Phase: Relatively staying around the same weight (fluctuating within a few pounds)
  • Lean Gaining Phase: When an individual purposely puts themselves in a moderate calorie surplus with a strategic progressive overload strength training program in order to gain weight that is mostly muscle and minimal fat.
  • Weight Loss Phase: When an individual purposely puts themselves in a calorie deficit in order to lose weight
  • Fat Loss Phase: When an individual purposely puts themselves in a calorie deficit with a strategic exercise program in order to lose weight that is mostly fat and minimal muscle
  • Weight Loss Journey: The time an individual who is at an unhealthy BMI and/or Body Fat % spends to get to a healthy BMI and/or Body Fat %. This can involve several Weight Loss/Fat Loss and Weight Maintenance Phases in an effort to reach their healthy BMI and/or Body Fat %.
  • Mini-Cut: When an individual who is at a healthy BMI and/or Body Fat % goes into a brief (4-6 weeks) calorie deficit with a strategic exercise program in order to lose weight that is mostly fat and minimal muscle.
  • Body Recomposition: The effort someone puts in to build muscle and lose fat so that they appear leaner and/or have a lower body fat % at their healthy BMI. This can involve several Lean Gaining, Weight Maintenance, and Mini-Cut Phases.
  • Reverse Diet: The time an individual spends after being in a calorie deficit to raise their calories back up to their calorie maintenance. It is typically done slowly in an effort to reduce any unwanted weight gain after an individual lost weight in their calorie deficit

Like I said previously, these are mostly MY definitions that I’ve gathered from my education and experience, and what I mean when I’m using these terms to what I directly relate to what I talk about below. The only one I included from the dictionary is for the term “diet” as this is the definition I use to this word for, it is simply what someone consumes. Ok, now on to my mini-cut details

Why I’m doing a Mini-Cut

In 2016, I had a weight loss phase and lost 40 lbs, since then I have been going through different phases in an effort to do a Body Recomposition so that I can build muscle and lose fat to look leaner, and also build my metabolism as the more muscle I have the more calories my body will constantly be burning to maintain that muscle which will allow me to eat more than if I had less muscle. I use my specific weight through those times as a reference for my body and MY goals, those weights shouldn’t be seen as what anyone else “should” or “shouldn’t” weigh. Some may see my weight as high while others see it as low or even some may see a certain weight as “ideal”, but this is a space that I’m sharing about my Body Recomposition experience and not for anyone to compare their body to mine. Weight is just a form of measurement of progress BUT it is not the only OR most important one. I like to challenge myself and this is a space for body positivity, love, and confidence, and I’m sharing this with the intent that it could be useful to some.

My Body Recomposition Journey

After a solid 7 months of being in a Weight Maintenance and Lean Gaining Phases I have decided to do a mini-cut. I did a Mini-Cut last summer after doing a Reverse Diet/Maintenance Phase and ended it at 125 lbs in early September 2017. I then went into a Weight Maintenance phase for 2 months and stayed around 127 lbs, I then did a Lean Gaining Phase in an effort to put on more muscle with emphasis on my booty and got to 129 lbs (shown above). I then did another maintenance phase with a lot less tracking and more fun food living which got to me to sitting at my recent highest 135 lbs(shown below).

I’m not going to lie that being up 10 lbs from my last low in September was a little shocking, but I also had to take a step back and think what else has happened over the last 7 months besides the scale going up?

  • I’ve gained some solid muscle (I’m really happy with the booty growth!)
  • I’ve gained some solid strength (I can do 4 body weight chin ups in a row!)
  • I’ve become less food focused (I’m a foodie at heart and I love to cook, but I’ve become less stressed about needing to hit my macros to the gram and I’ve paid more attention to how food fuels my body and my happiness)
  • I traveled without tracking and ate mindfully and I didn’t binge (this was huge for me!)

So besides having the scale go up, I have definitely become so much more mindful about food and my experiences revolving food without stressing that I am completely ruining all my progress by having my fat to carb macro ratio be off. And I was willing to accept all of that because I knew that I could do a mini-cut when I thought the time was right. Being up 10 lbs from my lowest does NOT mean that I will get back to a place of being 30 lbs over weight. Some may think that losing 40 lbs and then gaining back 10 is just such a step backward of progress, and that maybe I was careless for having some of that weight come back. But 135 lbs and 20% body fat is still a healthy BMI and Body Fat % for me, and of course the weight on the scale is NOT everything! My body fat % and measurements have not gone up much except for my booty almost half an inch which I was thrilled about! And all of my clothes still fit fine. My abs have pretty much disappeared (though actually still more in tack than in July last year even though I weigh more now than then as I have more muscle now) but I was ok with being a little more fluffy in the tummy for winter.

This is 1000% my body, and I have complete control on how I want to fuel it and what goals I have for it. So with that said my goals for the past 7 months have been to have more balance with food and myself and to build muscle and strength, and going through all of that is giving me more knowledge to tackle my now highly aesthetic goal of my wanting my new muscle to pop and abs to show. Is having aesthetic goals bad? Nope. Not as long as they don’t compromise your health, which is ALWAYS my number one goal!

Mini-Cut Set Up

The way to set up any type of calorie deficit is NOT to look at someone who has body that you think you want or seems to have the perfect program and then copying what THEY do to get you to YOUR fitness goals. This is NOT the way to reach a fitness goal because EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT! So with that, I am sharing my mini-cut details not give out a plan that may work for anyone but just as a way to generally talk about the process and obstacles that can occur in a mini-cut. Because the BEST way to set up a cut is to look at what YOU have been previously doing fitness and nutrition wise and adjust those in an effort to reach YOUR goal.

(Side note: You can get a free “Macros Explained” and “How to Track & Use My Fitness Pal” guides if you want to learn how to set up your own macros for whatever your fitness goal may be, the please contact me and I will add you to my email list so that you can get these guides)

So in regards to looking directly what I have been doing for the past 7 months, here’s how I set up my MIni-Cut: for the past 7 months I have been strength training 4 days a week with no extra cardio (I will hike, walk, and try to be active but I haven’t done any type of extra cardio in the gym or running outside or anything like that since my last cut). I specifically haven’t done any extra cardio because I push myself and my cardiovascular health by getting my heart rate up through challenging progressive overload strength movements. And I just don’t like extra cardio, so I focus on doing workouts that I enjoy, this keeps me consistent in the gym. During my “Lean Gaining” phase, I had my calories up to around 2000 a day to help build muscle. After that I have been more moderately tracking being at my body’s maintenance calories for the past few months which was 1864 calories with 130g protein, 210g carbohydrates, and 56g fat.

A pound of fat is 3500 calories, so in order to lose a pound of fat a week I have to be burning 3500 calories more each week than I am consuming. This comes down to needing an average of burning 500 calories more than I am consuming in a day, this means that I need to make a daily average deficit of 500 calories, which can happen in 1 of 3 ways:

  1. Keep my activity the same and consume 500 calories less than my maintenance calories (this is the most easily accurate way to create a deficit)
  2. Keep my calories the same and increase my activity by 500 calories (this can be the most hard to be accurate as the body can adjust to activity output)
  3. A mixture of lowering my calories and increasing my activity to create a 500 calorie deficit (this can be hard to be accurate as the body can adjust to activity output)

I’m starting my Mini-Cut with what will be the most easy to be accurate with which is to decrease my daily calorie intake by 500 calories. I’m also a huge advocate for volume eating (eating a lot of low calorie foods so that I am feeling full and satisfied most of the time even while in a calorie deficit) so eating low calorie for a couple of weeks is something I know how to manage. So my calories will be 1366 and 1370, as I am going to be doing carb cycling for this Mini-Cut which means that on training days my macro % will be higher in carbs and less in fat and on non-training days I’ll be lower in carb % than fat.

The reason I’m doing this is to have more carbohydrates available around my workouts so that I am able to use them for energy to fuel my workouts and also be able to have quite a bit after my workouts to help with muscle recovery. My training day macros are: 130P/153C/26F. My non-training macros are 130P/100C/50F. This set up is not necessarily “better” than if I were to have the same consistent macros everyday because when it comes to weight loss all that matters is that the calorie deficit is in place. But after being a week and a half in to this carb-cycling mini-cut, I have to say that I am enjoying being able to focus on getting in more complex carbs and fruit around my workouts, and then being able to have quite a bit of avocado, peanut butter, and fatty proteins like salmon on non-training days. I’ve been keeping my veggie intake high on either day which has led me to feeling fueled even while in this deficit.

Like I stated earlier, I am keeping my training the same at just strength training 4 days a week but this will change if I hit a plateau. What’s a plateau? It’s when the scale stops budging, this will happen as my body starts to get adjusted to the calorie deficit which may happen around the 3rd or 4th week. It is at this time that I will then add in more activity/cardio in an effort to increase my calorie deficit and get the scale to keep moving. I will do this because 1366 is the lowest I ever will want to take my calories, so increasing activity will be a must. I should also note that (like the definition I gave above) this is a Mini-Cut, so these calories I will only be at for 4-6 weeks, it would be unhealthy for my metabolism to be at them any longer than that.

Mini-Cut Update: Week 3

5/8/2018: I’m three weeks into my cut and I’m down 6 lbs, 2 inches on the smallest part of my waist, 2 inches at my belly button, 1 inch at my widest part of my hips/butt, 1 cm on my arms, and 1 cm on my thighs. Week 1 I was down 3.5 lbs, week 2 down 1.5 lbs, and week 3 down 1 lb, you can read about why I lost so much the first week here.

So far this cut has been going as planned, I have built and developed a lot of muscle on my overall body (which is why my arms and thighs have not gone down much) but I hold most of my fat/water retention in my belly and hips which shows though the bigger drop in those areas. I definitely feel leaner and it’s showing with my abs still being visible most of the day (insert laughing emoji) please remember this is a purely aesthetic cut so even though it’s kind of awkward for me to just be talking abs…it’s kind of the point? haha

My nutrition has been the same with me being consistent in having 3 higher fat days/non-training days at 130P/100C/50F and 4 higher carb/training days at 130P/153C/26F. I have definitely been more loose with my macros this time for this cut, I remember previously weighing any prepackaged good like wraps/bread/tortillas/protein bars I ate and cutting off part of the ends if it was a few grams over the serving size on the package…this is NOT that important. This is the type of behavior that can make macros way to neurotic in my opinion now. Now I will just have a wrap or bar and enter it in MFP but I’m not weighing them. What matters most in weight loss is consistency and as long as I’m in a calorie deficit consistently then weigh loss will occur. Getting too neurotic with macros can make it way more stressful than it needs to be which can lead to feeling restricted which can lead to downward spiral of having a unhleathy relationship with food and even binging (I know because I’ve been there =( ).

I’ve also actually I’ve been eating out more than previous cuts, which I think I’m able to successfully do this because of my experience with macros and knowing how to pretty accurately estimate what I’m eating without scale or restaurant nutrition information. And if I went over my macros, I made sure to listen to my body the next day by maybe skipping breakfast if I still felt full (it’s OK to fast if you’re not hungry in the morning) or just getting back to my planned macros if I WAS hungry for them the following day. With that said, I have felt good enough at these numbers because I’ve been sticking to having mostly whole foods which keep me full and satiated, but I’ve also had a glass of wine or beer as well as dessert on a few occasions. I’m feeling really positive with this progress as I don’t feel like it’s affected any part of my work or social life 🙂

Training has been the same with me 4 days of strength training and NO additional cardio besides just trying to be active. Week 4 of my last cut is when I added in cardio, but I have been seeing great results without it so I’m now debating if I will even need to add any in…maybe next week if progress stalls. I’ll never change a plan until there’s a stall. But maybe it would be cool to see what a cut can look like with no extra cardio? I think whether I do it or not, it’s awesome to see just how much nutrition plays the more important role in weight loss!

Excited to see how these last 3 weeks of this cut look like and what my overall progress turns out to be 🙂 I’ll keep you guys updated!

Mini-Cut Update: Cut is Over & Now Time to Reverse

5/24/2018: My mini-cut is over and here are my results: I’m down 6 lbs, down 2% in body fat, 2 inches on the smallest part of my waist, 2.3 inches at my belly button, 1.3 inch at my widest part of my hips/butt, 1 cm on my arms, and 1/2 an inch on my thighs.

These measurements are actually not that different from when I checked in 2 weeks ago…and I’m ok with that! Maintaining fat loss isn’t bad! It gets a bad rap because seeing the scale go down just automatically makes us think that we are progressing, and if it’s not going down then we feel like we’re doing something wrong! This is NOT true! We have to remember that maintaining fat loss is actually the ULTIMATE GOAL…I mean…Right?! We can’t seriously expect the scale to always be going down? For me, losing 6 lbs and maintaining that for 2 weeks is great progress as I’m hoping to maintain most of that fat loss for summer/ever? LOL. Though, I do have to admit that I had remembered my last mini-cut in September 2017 with my lowest weight being 125 lbs and I kind of thought that maybe I would get to that weight this time around…but the I remembered how I had put in so much work during the winter to put on muscle and build up my booty! When I look at my picture from the end of my last cut to now, I actually look a little curvier in my hips and I’m totally fine with feeling like I have a more accentuated hour glass figure. If I tried to chase the scale back down to that number, then I could jeopardize losing that hard work I put in to look more fit but curvy. And I’ve been on the downward spiral of chasing the scale before because I thought it would make me happier and learned that it did absolutely nothing more me mentally or physically (you can read about that really messed up part of my life here 🙁 )

 

And if anyone wants to hate on the fact that maybe my waist isn’t as small as back in September then that’s fine. I’m not here to please anyone but myself but I do feel like my current physique is something that I’m very happy with and can also maintain more easily 🙂 and remember lasting maintenance is a GREAT goal!

After my last check in I had stated that I was  debating on not doing any additional cardio, but since I decided was ending my cut a week early (read below) I decided I might as well as some in to see if I could get any additional progress. So I added in 15 minutes of steady state elliptical cardio at the end of my strength training sessions to give me an extra 150 calorie burn for a total of an extra 600 calories burned that last week of my cut. I will continue keep in this cardio and my strength training for my reverse as I think it’s best to only have one variable change at a time when it comes to nutrition and exercise.

Reverse Diet Set Up

I had been planning to do my mini-cut for 6 weeks, but then I realized that Memorial Day was coming and my friends wanted to go to Vegas and how could I say no?! This meant finishing my cut at least a week out from this trip so that I could get my reverse diet started especially since I don’t plan to track while I’m traveling.

Why do I think it’s important to NOT be in a calorie deficit when you’re going on a trip and you’re not planning to track? For one, it can be really easy to overindulge/binge if you’re going from a calorie deficit to all of the sudden just trying to enjoy yourself. When you’re in a calorie deficit your fullness and hunger signals will be off (that’s just how it is when you are eating less than your body is burning) and this can make it hard to be mindful if you have at all been feeling deprived from the deficit. And jumping from lower calories in a deficit to maybe very indulgent “vacation calories” can have your metabolism unprepared to burn all those extra calories so they will be more easily stored as body fat. This is the reason I wanted to end my cut a week before my trip, I want to get my calories back up to almost my maintenance (I don’t have enough time to do a full reverse) but I will be close enough to my maintenance that I will be feeling good and able to enjoy myself without feeling the need to overdo it. I won’t feel like I need to eat or indulge in certain foods when I’m on a vacation or out of town, because the reality is that I can enjoy them anytime I want and they won’t get in the way of my fitness goals if I’m just mindful of my portions.

Also with Reverse Dieting, raising calories slowly after being in a deficit gives your metabolism a kickstart to get ready to start eating more again and going into a trip with a revved up metabolism is a good strategy because it will help lead to less fat gain if I do go over my maintenance calories. Below is how I’m reversing into my trip with my starting calories being 1366 with 130P/153C/26F (this is what I was at 4 days a week for my carb-cycling).

You’ll see I’ve been adding in carbs and fats daily with Friday being the last day of this week that I’ll track as I leave for my trip on Saturday-Monday, though my Friday macros are not at what I believe my new maintenance is (and maintenance DOES change when fat loss and muscle gain occurs) I am at least getting high enough to it to get my metabolism revved up for this weekend.

And speaking of a revved up metabolism, I should note that reverse dieting can tend to actually make your feel hungrier than when regular dieting! You might be thinking “Wait what? How does eating more cause more hunger?” I think the best way to describe it is after being in a deficit for 5 weeks my body had adapted and gotten used to the lower calories that now that it knows it’s going to be getting more it is excited to get back to maintenance and be in a place of homeostasis in which I’m eating as much as I’m burning. This can send out more hunger signals because my body wants to already be back to maintenance. But I will hold off a little bit longer and reintroduce calories more slowly to minimize any fat gain after my cut 🙂

After my trip I will play by ear to see if I’ll go directly back to maintenance based on how I’m feeling on how much I consumed on the trip. And I don’t mean this in a way that I plan to starve myself because I ate too much but instead just listening to how my body is feeling because if I do end up going above my maintenance calories when traveling then I may come back and just not be as hungry. And this can even do with not just calories but food choices, after eating out a lot on a trip I tend to comes back and want to just nourish my body with lean protein, fruits, and veggies which are lower calorie than most restaurant foods. But if not right when I come back then sometime next week I will then jump back my reverse diet until I can figure out my body’s new maintenance. And just to note that while I liked carb-cycling for my cut (and I liked it for my lean bulk) I’m much happier at having consistent macros everyday.

My next fitness goals are to maintain my current physique for summer (notice I said physique and not weight as weight can easily vary day to day which I’ve written about here), work on building some strength, eat all the foods that nourish and satisfy me within my maintenance numbers, and have fun!


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My Journey to Balance

Hi! I’m Ashley Cates and welcome to my fitness website! My fitness journey has been long and my goals are ever changing, but I thought I’d have a place on my site dedicated to my story that I’ll be continuously updating. When I say that I’ve been on all ends of the fitness and health spectrum I mean it, and you will read (if you have the time, patience, and curiosity lol) about them all below. This is where I’ll be my most transparent but I want to show that balance can come to a girl that went from restrained dieting with juice cleanses and excessive cardio to over consuming with no exercise to “clean eating”/low calorie and excessive cardio again to now eating to fuel my body and strength training to make it stronger, I told you I’ve been on all ends! But if someone can learn from my mistakes, or see that someone can find balance in fitness and health even after going through those earlier phases, then me sharing all of this will be worth it.

Typical American

Born and raised in Southern California I grew up fairly active trying about every sport (soccer, swimming, diving, basketball, softball, and cheerleading), but nothing ever stuck. My nutrition growing up was very typical American meals with cereal or poptarts for breakfast, turkey sandwiches and chips for lunch, and Stoffer’s lasagna or Pastaroni for dinner, and a lot of fast food mixed in too. My parents are extremely hard workers who (like most Americans) sought convenience in eating after working long hours and driving my brother and I around from school to different activities. This led to me just not knowing anything about food or nutrition which played a role in my adult years.

Thin Was In

I stopped doing any type of sports when I was 17, and by the time I turned 18 I had started to get this obsession with just wanting to be really thin. The magazines and media said “Thin Was In” and that’s what I wanted. Now, I wouldn’t say I had any type of eating disorder but I definitely had

terrible body image issues and tried many different things to get “skinny”. Hours of cardio at the gym and detox cleanses were my go to for when I wanted to get my stomach tiny, and then I would go back to eating whatever I wanted.

I remember the specific incident of wanting to be really thin for prom. I went on a 3 day cleanse with no food and doing 2 hours of cardio each day, and it totally worked to get my stomach small and I can remember friends and family noting how “tiny” I was. They were trying to compliment me but what they didn’t realize was happening was that I was getting validation from them that I was at my best and most acceptable being that small, which meant that I needed to continue my behavior of cardio and cleanses to stay that way. It got to a point where I was eating very little unless I was in a social setting in which I would eat a lot. I remember many times just getting a large blended coffee and sipping on it throughout the day and not eating anything else until I went out to dinner that night. This went on again and off again for a few years, and during this time I was also in a terrible relationship with someone who would note that they loved how thin I was and my hip bones were “cute”. I think there are just certain things we hear that never leave us, positive or negative, and 10 years later remembering that someone who I was actually in a serious relationship had the audacity to tell me my hip bones were cute has just never left me. And to think I actually took that as a genuine compliment…my mindset back then was seriously disturbing. (The picture above 2009 is what I looked like during most of that time)

Over Consuming because YOLO

After getting out of that relationship and becoming a manager at my retail job, I had a sudden boost in my self-confidence and just completely changed my attitude toward my body and food. I realized I was important, and became set in the “YOLO”(You Only Live Once)

mentality and decided that “I only live once so I’m going to take advantage and enjoy everything I can! I’m not going to waste my time at the gym and not eat yummy food!” Having this mentality and turning 21, then led to excessive drinking and late night eating. It was pretty slow but weight gain started from that point. I was working in the mall so I would eat at the food court often. I remember working next to Corner Bakery and getting soup bread bowls often and eating the ENTIRE bread bowl (I recently found out those are 1200 Calories).

I decided retail wasn’t for me and I wanted to go back to college to get my BA in English. I found an office administrative job that worked with me going back to college at night. Working full time and going to school did nothing to benefit me health wise. More fast food and blended high calorie coffees were consumed; and then I would come home after my long days and have a beer or two.

On the weekends I would always eat out and drink a lot. I had no concept of being healthy or thinking I needed to be. I knew I was busting my butt at work and school so I thought enjoying all the pleasures of food and drinks was totally fine and I deserved it. I was (and still am) in a relationship with someone who loves me for me and never made any comments on my weight or eating habits. But slowly clothes start getting tighter and I had to buy bigger sizes, but I was still confident in the way I felt and looked. I wasn’t receiving the “tiny” comments anymore but I didn’t really care, or I guess notice, because I was enjoying myself. (The picture above 2014 is what I looked like during most of this time)

Drastic Measures

In 2016, I was at a point where I would only wear leggings, because I would refuse to buy bigger sizes in jeans. I was eating Del Taco multiple times a week for lunch, getting a large pizza on Monday night’s and spreading it throughout the week for dinner, having a beer or more most nights, and not exercising. Finding myself having to drink an energy drink everyday because I had no energy and I couldn’t figure out why. I had then heard about a weight loss program and just thought “Why not?” The program started off well enough with eating balanced meals of lean protein, whole grains, vegetables, fruits, and healthy fats, and exercising in the gym with strength training and cardio. I hadn’t done any of those type of healthy habits before, so my body responded VERY well.

I lost 12 lbs in the first month and I was feeling great! As the program continued though it got extremely more strict, first grains were cut and then no fruit and no dairy. And while I had been enjoying strength training SO much I was putting on too much muscle, which was getting in the way of the scale going down. So I had to switch to just doing cardio which ended up being 1 hour spin classes 10 times a week. Please keep in mind that at this point I had NO CLUE about macros or training, and I was just doing what I was told. I recently decided to track a day of what I was eating during that time and found out I was only eating 700 calories a day on days I was doing 1 spin class and 900 calories a day on days I was doing 2 spin classes…the scale was going down so I was happy I was reaching my goal…but at what cost?

During that time I was secluding myself from events or I was eating all of my meals prior to any event I needed to go to, or worse…bringing tupper ware with me to restaurants. I was starving and tired all of the time. I would spend the little energy I had in the gym. I remember not going to my boyfriend’s birthday event because I just didn’t have the energy for it. It was extreme and legitimately like I was prepping for a physique show…but this was just supposed to be weight loss for my life and health.

When the program ended I was down 40 lbs in 4 months. I was tiny with lack of energy from overexercising and under eating, but probably the worst part was that the program ended a week before Thanksgiving…so I went into the holidays being at my goal weight but with NO IDEA how to maintain it. The program didn’t come with an exit strategy, so I thought to keep the weight off I must have to continue what I had been doing. So I went into the holidays continuing to “eat clean” during the week and doing 5 days of spin, but then on the weekends would eat and drink everything in sight. Then add in more cardio because “I needed to burn off those weekend calories,” it was a never ending cycle for two months. I was unhappy and felt lost, and enter 2017 with the thought “I can’t live like this forever…there has to be another way” (The picture above 2016 is when I was at my smallest).

Getting Educated

Regardless of feeling lost with being so unbalanced with training and nutrition, I did genuinely like to exercise and eat high nutrient foods but I just knew the way I was doing it wasn’t a sustainable lifestyle. And I had inspired my friends and family to want to adapt healthier habits too and saw them losing weight, which inspired me to want to be a Personal Trainer and Nutrition Coach. I was also anxious to learn more about training and nutrition so that I could learn how I was going to be able to keep off my weight loss for life! I signed up to receive my Personal Training Certification through National Academy of Sports Medicine and was told I could do that courses from February to June. I was so excited! But too anxious to wait a month to start learning about how I was going to maintain my weight loss in a healthy way. So I hit up google searching “How to maintain weight loss after drastic dieting” and my search results eventually led me to a method called “Flexible Dieting”. I learned that flexible dieting isn’t necessarily a diet but a lifestyle in which you eat high nutrient foods 80-90% of the time and then have “fun foods and drinks” the other 10-20% of the time. The point of this is to develop a relationship with food in which NOTHING is off limits but EVERYTHING could be enjoyed in the right moderation, and one of the best ways to track this I learned was through tracking calories and macronutrient (protein, carb, and fat) intake. I remember seeing people on Instagram living the “If It Fits Your Macros” lifestyle enjoying pizza, beer, and cake and staying lean! This is what I had been looking for! A REAL SCIENTIFIC SOLUTION TO MAINTAINING WEIGHT LOSS! A way to enjoy life as long as calories were accounted for.

I had been inconsistently tracking my calories since my drastic weight loss with the calorie goal of 1200 (which is pretty much what My Fitness Pal gives everyone in the beginning) and the inconsistency with eating low calorie and then binging on the weekends actually led me to gaining weight from 123 to being 131 lbs in January 2016. I had been following a high protein and fat diet with low carbs (because I had been under the impression that the carbs and sugar in grains, fruit, and dairy caused weight gain) so I set my calories at what I thought would be more sustainable at 1350 and my macro % at 40% protein, 30% carbs, and 30% fat. I kept those numbers for 2 months and was able to maintain my weight and eat anything I wanted as long as it was within my calorie and macro goals. I was elated because I felt a little less stressed about food, but at the same time I was finding myself limited because my calories were still pretty low so I couldn’t really enjoy much of anything. And I had seen other women online who

were lean but claiming they were eating 2000 calories a day! I thought “HOW?!” So I continued to do research and came across the term “Reverse Diet” termed by Dr. Layne Norton.

I learned that Reverse Dieting is basically the opposite of regular dieting. In a regular diet you decrease calories and increase cardio to lose weight, whereas in a Reverse Diet you slowly add calories in and decrease cardio in an effort to get your body used to consuming more calories after being in a calorie deficit. I read everything about Reverse Dieting and using tracking macronutrient intake as a way to successfully do it, and even though I was terrified that increasing calories and decreasing cardio was going to make me gain weight, I was so desperate that I trusted the science and just went for it. I slowly increased my calories through adjusting my macronutrient intake by mostly increasing carbs, decreased my cardio, and adapted progressive strength training to my workout routine, and I watched my body change ( I was becoming stronger AND leaner) and I watched my mental health towards food really change because nothing was “clean” or “dirty”, food was food, everything came down to portion sizes in order for anything to fit my macros. You can read my whole Reverse Dieting process here.

From Skinny to Strong

I started my Reverse Diet eating roughly 1,350 calories and doing 5 spin classes a week, I ended it eating 1,900 calories, doing 1 spin class a week and strength training 4 times a week and I actually lost body fat through this process. Yes, you read that right! I lost weight EATING MORE AND DOING LESS CARDIO! My body had been in a deprived state so when I started treat it right it flourished off of that! And building fat burning muscle through progress strength training gave me that toned and leaner look I had always wanted.


Being able to eat more and know that I could eat anything I wanted as long as it was within my macros was a total game changer for me! I could have carbs, dairy, fruit, candy, cake, and drinks, and NOT gain body fat?! But I enjoyed all of those things and my body didn’t blow up like I was under the impression that it would.

After my Reverse Diet, I did a lean bulk to put on more muscle, then a 6 week mini cut to cut out any fat from the bulk, and then a 2 week reverse diet to get back up to my maintenance calories. I stayed at my maintenance calories for about 2 months and I’m now currently in a lean bulk phase in an effort to grow the booty! Then I’ll do another mini cut in probably March. Through all of these phases I manipulate my macros and training to get me to the goals I’m currently striving for. Sometimes my macros are lower and cardio is higher, and sometimes my macros are high and my cardio is completely cut, but through any phase I now have that balance that I am eating to fuel my body and give it energy for my daily life. And I exercise in an effort to make my body stronger for longevity, not as a way to punish myself for eating anything or to “burn off calories”. The picture on the left is comparing my weight loss vs fat loss phases which you can read about here.

Living A Sustainable Lifestyle

So you did it! You read everything! I told you my journey has been long, but I feel it’s important to share because I have now found a way to incorporate fitness into a sustainable lifestyle. I’ve found the “SECRET”! Moderation and balance! Ok, maybe it’s not a “secret” but it was to me! I was always given the impression (like many) that in order to reach any fitness goal drastic measures NEEDED to be taken! But I have worked with clients that lost body fat and gained muscle in a sustainable way that has made it easy for them to keep it off. Isn’t that the point? Majority of fat wasn’t put on in 3 days so it’s not going to come off that quickly either, building a body you love and respect takes time, and I would LOVE to help get you there! Please contact me if you’re looking to discover a better balance with food and training! I would love to write you a program that will help get you there!

 

 

Weight Loss Vs Fat Loss

I get A LOT of inquiries for Macro Calculations from women who are in a healthy weight range and BMI but looking to lose body fat. They are looking for guidance because they believe that to lose body fat they need to lose weight and adjust their nutrition. But after taking a look at their fitness history I typically end up recommending to them that they actually focus more on switching up their training to lose body fat vs going in a calorie deficit. And let me explain why by using the example of myself above:

There’s 10 months between these photos but my weight is the same at 125 lbs. Left/Purple swimsuit pics are from December 2016 and right/coral & striped bottom swimsuit pics are from September 2017. On the left I was doing excessive cardio and low calorie, now I do progressive strength training, minimal cardio, and eat to fuel my body. A change in my training and eating habits caused a total body recomposition for me. I worked hard both physically and mentally for this, and I’m feeling pretty proud.

The left photo is about month after I got my “goal weight” which was 123 lbs. For reference, I’m 5’5, and for me to get to 123 in a short amount of time (I had lost a total of 39 lbs) I was doing spin classes 10 times a week and eating under 1,000 kcal a day, I thought that this was the only way for me to get to my goal weight. I had started my weight loss journey at 162 lbs and was lifting weights, and loved  that I was gaining muscle and feeling confident and strong. I was eating about 1,500 calories a day of only clean foods because I thought that it was the only way for me to get to my goal weight.  After losing about 25 lbs I had believed that in order for me to continue to get to my goal weight I had to stop strength training, increase cardio, and drastically reduce my calories. I got to my goal weight, but at what cost? I had chased the scale to get to 123 and even lost a few lbs of muscle I had been proud to put on.

I was then at my goal weight but living an unsustainable lifestyle to stay at it. I tried to keep up with the cardio and eating “clean” and low calorie, but would find myself binging on the weekends and then feeling guilty about it and doing more cardio. It was a vicious cycle and during the process (for whatever reason) I took the picture on the left at 125. 10 months later I’m sitting at the same weight but looking very different with the reason being that I’m 3% less in body fat now, and that is due to dropping cardio, incorporating progressive strength training, and eating  enough to properly fuel my body.

Through this process I have not only become stronger physically by gaining muscle but mentally by having a better relationship with my body and food. While I use the scale as a measurement, I do not rely on the number for my happiness and self worth.

I’m sharing this to show that there can be a BIG difference between weight loss and fat loss, and how those strategies can actual also benefit your Mental and Social health as well as your physical health!

Weight loss can happen through just eating less than burning. But True FAT LOSS happens with progressive training and eating to fuel the body to run properly so that it can build muscle and burn fat!

My goal hadn’t necessarily been to get back to this weight, but to get stronger and leaner while eating more. I’m sharing this to show that there can be a big difference between weight loss and fat loss. Weight loss can actually happen pretty quickly and simply by depleted muscle stores and losing water weight through detoxs, cleanses, and fasts; but it will quickly come back once calories are reintroduced. And when this happens people can get extremely discouraged because they think they failed at being able to keep the weight they lost off. But the truth is that those methods used are not sustainable for life, so they can set someone up for failure and unrealistic diet expectations.

True fat loss happens with progressive training and eating to the body to run properly so that it can build muscle and burn fat. I should note that I did have to gain some weight (fat and muscle) I got up to 131 lbs, which happened through trying to find balance after my drastic dieting phase by doing a reverse diet and then lean bulk which allowed me to eat more in order to more easily do a mini-cut to lose more body fat and get to this leaner look.

It’s all a process and it can be complicated, but to me it’s worth it. I think it shows that true changes happen with hard work and patience, and that ultimately there are NO quick fixes that lead to LASTING RESULTS!

Here’s some progress photos from clients who have experienced the amazing process of losing body fat without losing a lot of weight! Your body can thrive when it’s balanced and well fed! These women felt discouraged with the scale but amazed with their fat loss and body composition results!

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Reverse Diet

Left is from April 11th, 2017 and right is May 13th, 2017 4 weeks apart with a 4 lb and 450 calorie difference…what’s the best part? That I increased my calories AND went down in weight 👏💪👍 Left 131 lbs eating 1350 calories and right 127 lbs eating 1800 calories

Building lean muscle with my reverse diet has been my main goal, but ummm also me wanting to be able to eat a lot more without gaining weight has been an amazing goal I’ve been tackling!! The pictures may not look too different but the way I feel and my strength in the gym has been amazing! Being able to eat more has been awwesomeeeee  because 1) I’m SUCH a foodie just give me all the foods!!!! 😛😛 and 2) more food with more carbs has given me so much more energy to put into my workouts to build more lean muscle! I’ve cut back on HIIT cardio to once every 1-2 weeks depending on my body’s reaction to more calories, but I know that putting in the work to build more muscle is what’s going to get me leaner than cardio ever will 💪👌🙌

The 3rd reason that adding in calories has been great is that I am feeling less stressed about going out to eat wth friends and family m. Having more calories to play with definitely allows for more flexibility and this keeps me soooo happy ❤️

Knowing that I can have fun foods 🍟🍔🍩🍰🍺🍷, incorporated with my healthy and nutrient dense foods 🍊🍌🍓🥝🥑🥒🥔🍳🍞, and I WILL NOT gain weight as long as I stay within my macronutrient goals has been mind blowing!! This balance with my nutrition has been such an amazing breath of fresh air compared with all of the other fad diets that just aren’t sustainable.

If you count macros and haven’t changed them in a while I encourage you to play with them! I was SO nervous about gaining weight so I started off slow by adding in an extra 5-10g of carbs every 2 weeks, at first I went up a pound because my body was holding on to more water from the extra carbs. But after a week or so the scale started to go down so then I got more aggressive with adding in more calories and carbs 🙌🙌🙌 Because like really who doesn’t want to eat more food?!